Thursday 29 November 2012

Making Peace... The Peacemakers

Blessed are the peacemakers…
The Beatitudes of Matthew chapter 5 are making more meaning to me nowadays

Blessed are the peacemakers
God blesses those who would opt more for peace than anything else
Peace over instant justice
Peace over revenge
Peace over making a point
Peace over finger pointing
Peace over justification
Peace over preventing being misunderstood 
Blessed are the peacemakers

I have come to discover (and I keep on discovering even when past examples are still fresh in my mind)
That God blesses 
      The peacemaker
            And his cause
      The peacemaker
            And her justification
      The peacemaker
            And what would give him serenity
      The peacemaker
            And her sweeter stand with God
Blessed are the peacemakers

I have cried at the thought of a sacrifice for the sake of peace
It comes in many forms
A sacrifice called weakness
Another named stupidity
One called indirect accusation
That one named injustice
The other, my rights lost for eternity
That one too: trampled dreams
Not forgetting, my say drowned in another’s insensitivity

Blessed are the peacemakers
Blessed are the peacemakers

The Lord will uphold your cause, O Peacemaker, because you refused to let His down
The Lord will give you what you desire so much but have let go for the sake of His peace and His way
Blessed are you, O Peacemaker
You will be called a son of God
You will be blessed
You ARE blessed
The Lord will grant you YOUR peace, because you stepped down for HIS peace to be seen, felt, heard...

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid
John 14:27 

because those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God.
Romans 8:14

But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.
Luke 6:35

But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere.
James 3:17

Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called sons of God
Matthew 5:9


Today, when my duty as God's child calls over
      any of my desires,
           whether justified, passionate, whimsical...
I WILL obey His call to be an instrument of His peace
       not my piece of mind or
       immediate peace of mind.... 

And you....???

Today, this very day and every day...

What about you????



Tuesday 29 May 2012

Norms and evils???


I love to laugh from the depths of my belly
But society says it's not befitting of a lady
I don't mind crying if the tears are genuine
But society says it shows defeat not a win
I find joy in giving a lift to anyone at all
But reality says that’s a serious danger call
Because of norms and evils we can't be real
Oh God help us, is this our subtle ordeal???

I would like to greet the people I meet
But that can be snubbed like a dirty sheet
I sometimes like offering a hand to a stranger
But most times all they see in me is danger
Good deeds I may like giving and receiving
Though both ways it raises lots of suspicion
Because of norms and evils we can’t be real
Oh God help us, is this our subtle ordeal???

The beggar may really need my money to survive
Why do I only see fuel for joblessness to thrive?
I can lift up a prayer for the ones who hurt me
But their cruelty easily binds, hard to free
Why are we so careful so no one can take advantage
Like we don’t trust God who supplies on any life page
Because of the norms and evils we can’t be real
Oh God help us, is this our subtle ordeal???

I could go on complaining about what may not be right
But without action it changes no plight
Actions? Making it better or worse?
Making no difference, or a blessing, or curse?
Living to please God was never as easy as it seemed
Trusting Him in obedience: simple, not easy, but what we need
Because of norms and evils we don’t have to stay unreal
Our God can help us through any subtle ordeal

Trust in the Lord with all your heart 
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.[a]
Proverbs 3:5-6 (NIV)


Wednesday 9 May 2012

1 Corinthians 13

I am patient with you
I am kind to you
I do not envy you
I do not boast to you
I am not proud towards you
I am not rude to you
I am not self seeking when it comes to you
I am not easily angered with you
I do not keep records of your wrongs
I do not delight in evil with you
I rejoice in the truth with you
I always protect you
I always hope the best for you
I always persevere when it's hard with you
I never fail you on purpose or just conveniently

Now put it that way
Love is hard
Almost unimaginable
But is possible
By the grace of God

Can I say that I love you then?
Since I can not genuinely and sincerely say all the above 
Readily
And honestly???

No fears

Because I trust God to enable me love you as He does me
Because He is the only One Who can help me
He is my source of my love and my life
One day soon, one day today, my love for you 
For him
For her
For them 
     will be just like His...
         just like this...
             for His glory, always...

I love you...


And you....


What about you???




Saturday 28 April 2012

My answer NOT in time

God did not give me the answer I desired in time!!!

He didn’t, He simply didn’t…

But what did He do? I’ll tell you…

I had to pick up a package from the STC Parcel Office and send one too at the same time. Since the STC was in town and its Parcel Office closed at 6pm, and so was church but started at 6pm, I decided to kill two birds with one stone. After being delayed by traffic jams and others, I managed to get there by 5:40pm or so…. Relief!!!

The man at the counter gave me the package I was expecting and I let him take a look at the package I wanted to send. He advised I buy a padded envelope from a store nearby. I got to the store, asked for the envelopes, picked my choice, opened my purse to take out my money to pay for it… The money was gone!!!

Gone, it just wasn’t there!!!

The man overseeing the envelopes at the time was nice, he said I should go on and process my parcel and come back and pay later, since they were about closing.  Hoping it would be in the car, I thanked Him and rushed to the car. I began praying, “O God, pleeeease help me find the money!!!”

But I didn’t…

So I went to the Parcel Office with my package and began processing it. I knew I had no money, I was just praying for a miracle: I would find the money in my purse. It would come out of hiding or something. When the man asked for the money due, I opened my purse again… No money!

I asked if he could wait for me while I rush to withdraw some money from a bank close by. He agreed!!! I rushed out of the STC station to the bank. After being delayed at the gate because the security personnel were involved in a conversation and had not noticed me, I tried withdrawing money and realised my pin was wrong: I had simply forgotten it. 

No answer from God then too…

I felt abandoned…

I stepped back into the car and called the Parcel Office, the man answered and recognised me. I asked if the parcel could be sent on credit and paid for when picked up. The man told me to come back to the Parcel Office, that he’d sort it out for me.

Relieved, I drove back to see my processed package. The man gave me specific instructions for picking up the parcel in Accra. I listened and thanked him and headed to the envelope vendor. I met the real vendor, not the overseer, and explained my ordeal to her, assuring her I would pay the next time I came to the Parcel Office. She agreed and was nice about it too. I was so grateful.

Talk about unmerited favour. Now I didn’t mind that God had not answered my prayer…

I said another thank you to the man at the Parcel Office and stepped into my car to find the money at the foot of the driver’s seat. Shaking my head, in surprise and slight-frustration and relief and near-exhaustion, I took the money and headed to the Parcel Office to pay my debt. 

The man refused to take the money telling me he had already processed the parcel and could do nothing about it. It then dawned on me how I had been processed and the need for the specific instructions he had given: my package was officially a free fare one, stamped as one to be sent as one! 

Talk about miracles!!

I went back to the envelope vendor and told her I had found the money, expressing my gratitude once more. She accepted payment and I asked for a sachet of water. She refused payment for the sachet. I had drunk my fill, realising how thirsty I had been and for how long. I walked back to the car and was amazed at what God had done. I thanked the man at the Parcel Office again, still in awe of God.

He had given me my answer but not in time…

As I drove off to church I began thinking of life in general in relation to the events that took place in the last 40 minutes or so.

God sometimes gives us our desired answers but not in time, our time, to His glory and to our extra benefit...

I had enjoyed a free fare package service not due me. I had enjoyed a free sachet of water just at the right time to experience maximum refreshment.  I had found the money and used a very small portion of it, way smaller than budgeted.

Talk about beautiful, not just my answer, not just ok, but beautiful…

So why complain? Why complain when the Lord has assured us in His word:

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end.
Ecclesiastes 3:11 (NIV84)

Why fret when the Lord has already made my future beautiful, has assured me of this even when I cannot imagine what He has done for me in my future; from beginning to end?

Why be shaken when the Lord has sorted out my problems of today, and has set in motion its perfect fix and would rather have me praise Him and rejoice in Him, than run around in circles in the fear that has already been debunked, from beginning to end?

… Yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end
Eccesiastes 3:11b (NIV84)

Just because I cannot fathom doesn’t mean He has not made it beautiful in its time…

So I will trust our Living God. Yes, I will trust Him for all, in all because:

He has made everything beautiful in its time
Ecclesiates 3:11a (NIV84)

Not just okay, but beautiful….

And you…

I always ask, so I guess you’re not surprised this time that I do…

What about you??

Thursday 22 March 2012

My Pride, My Worry

Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus
Just to take Him at His word

My pride says to me,
"No, it's not!"
 My pride says
"You must plan
And have it all together
You must know where you're heading
Where you are and where you're going"

She says
"You can't achieve it without being 100% sure"
She says
"You must have the blueprint
And know what will happen
You can not be less than 100% sure
and expect it all to work out"

What she means is
"There is no benefit in trusting Jesus
You can't be silly enough to take Him at His word, can you?
He is not enough to trust
He can't be trusted to handle your future
You can NEVER relax in the God Who knows the beginning from the end and everything in between
Does He really know even???
And does He have the power to orchestrate the future even if He does know??"

She means
"You don't need God
Because God leaves You unsure
And unsure = Insecure
Insecurity = Disaster
Disaster = Miserable"

Now Pride allows Worry to step in
She allows Worry to take a seat
And Worry feeds on Pride's words
First with water
Then with a soft drink
Then with shitɔ
She asks for ketchup
Then she demands desert
And before she gets up
She wants the next meal

And Pride willingly feeds her
She spoils her rotten
And is glad to do so
Because Pride would sooooo do anything
That will oppose the Will of God

Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus
Just to take Him at His Word

Worry becomes fat
And becomes more and more troublesome
Worry refuses to budge
But only feeds more and more on Pride's words
The blueprint is never finished

It is only useful for making me blue
And I cry
And I weep
I lose my temper at the slightest whim
And get frustrated
I turn away from the Saviour
And fix my life on my own

But how is it possible???
How can I fix myself and my future when I am sooo fallible
Without my God
My Lord My Lord
Please come and help me
Save me from this
I am at my wit's end!!!


and call upon me in the day of trouble;
    I will deliver you, and you shall glorify me.
Psalm 50:15 (ESV)

I feel the tune seep in 

Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus
I see my Saviour and let Him in

I unbolt the doors that Pride has locked
I am bruised and cut 
Pride attacks with her words
She tries to confuse me with her screams
She hits me hard and pushes Worry, weighing tonnes, over me
I cry out in pain
But 

Refuse to stop now
I am dying here
I want out
I want them both out!!!! 
Jesus save me!!!
Lord help me!!!
I can't sack them on my OWN!!!

and call upon me in the day of trouble;
    I will deliver you, and you shall glorify me.
Psalm 50:15 (ESV) 

I hear a noise from afar
A thundering noise outside my door

My Saviour is within and without
He smashes the gates
He binds up Worry
And gags Pride
He puts them in a Tipper truck

And drives them far away
Dumps them, where?
I don't care *giggling so hard now*
Why worry about them
When It is 
Soooooooooooooo sweet to trust in Jesus
Just to take him at His word

And He says to me
“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world
John 16:33 (NIV) 
 
He knows the future
He will take care of me
Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus
Just to take Him at His word
Glory Glory GLORY
Glory to God alone!!!
Hallelujah




 And what about you?

Yes, you ...

What are you going to do about your Worry and Pride???



Definitions of Possible Unfamiliar words
Shitɔ: A Ghanaian hot sauce often made with oil, pepper, onions, ginger, ground dried herring and shrimp, and salt

Monday 19 March 2012

Weird? No, just broken so I can grow...

I remember being guilty, so guilty I could not do anything about my sin. I would cry about it, pray about it, and do nothing about it. I would be exhausted and continue in my aimless work. Then I learnt that guilt hinders... So what did I do? I went to the other extreme: I was brazen faced and overconfident!!!

The Bible talks about brokenness... the way I missed... I read about it, but was always in a hurry to ever live it, but in the end never really lived it. I wanted to get over my sin and be done with it, wasting no more time... No wonder I came back to it. I refused to be broken. And because I was not broken, my pride remained and drew me back to my sin... 

My pride was there from the beginning. In my self pity and guilt spree, she was there... telling me if I were guilty enough, I would be fine... in my shameless confidence, she was there saying if I was forceful and indifferent enough, I would be free... And I believed the lie...

David talked in Psalm 51 (NIV):

For the director of music. A psalm of David. When the prophet Nathan came to him after David had committed adultery with Bathsheba.
 1 Have mercy on me, O God,
   according to your unfailing love;
according to your great compassion
   blot out my transgressions.
2 Wash away all my iniquity
   and cleanse me from my sin.
 3 For I know my transgressions,
   and my sin is always before me.
4 Against you, you only, have I sinned
   and done what is evil in your sight;
so you are right in your verdict
   and justified when you judge.
5 Surely I was sinful at birth,
   sinful from the time my mother conceived me.
6 Yet you desired faithfulness even in the womb;
   you taught me wisdom in that secret place.
 7 Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean;
   wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
8 Let me hear joy and gladness;
   let the bones you have crushed rejoice.
9 Hide your face from my sins
   and blot out all my iniquity.
 10 Create in me a pure heart, O God,
   and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
11 Do not cast me from your presence
   or take your Holy Spirit from me.
12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation
   and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
 13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways,
   so that sinners will turn back to you.
14 Deliver me from the guilt of bloodshed, O God,
   you who are God my Savior,
   and my tongue will sing of your righteousness.
15 Open my lips, Lord,
   and my mouth will declare your praise.
16 You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it;
   you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings.
17 My sacrifice, O God, is[b] a broken spirit;
   a broken and contrite heart
   you, God, will not despise.
 18 May it please you to prosper Zion,
   to build up the walls of Jerusalem.
19 Then you will delight in the sacrifices of the righteous,
   in burnt offerings offered whole;
   then bulls will be offered on your altar. 

I refused a pruning, what I really needed.... I either starved myself to get rid of the excess branches or pumped myself with fertilizer to increase my fruit yield. Both ways I was killing myself. 

I could not impose brokenness, I needed the Perfect Gardener to prune me, and pruning hurts!!! It exposes my pride, calls a spade a spade and not a big spoon. It reveals my need of Him... uncovers my foolish thinking and my wickedness in every guise. I just needed to yield myself to Him, and ask Him to break me. Now I refuse to leave His presence unbroken.... I will not leave in a hurry this time, in useless tears or foolish confidence... I will wait for Him, cry to Him, "Break me, Lord! Please break me Lord or I can not grow.... I will either grow sick or stunted till You break me, Lord!!!" 

So if, per chance, you see me or any other Christian in broken tears before our Lord, in persistent need before our Lord, in resilient kneel before the cross where our Saviour bled for us, where my OWN sin nailed Him and caused Him such agony, and you deem it unnecessary or weird... I am, we are allowing ourselves to undergo pruning that we can never do ourselves. We are availing ourselves to be broken by the Perfect Potter... We are subjecting ourselves to the necessary pain that brings true productiveness... We are choosing to grow according to His Word, not ours of ease.... definitely not mine of ease: satisfying my defunct conscience or ignoring my wrong. We are praying not to be deceived but relieved. We want our God to take over and get rid of our nonsense, willingly bearing His chastening rod under His ever loving hand, letting HIM have His way, not creating our own. We are crying to the loving Lord to be broken, so we can grow....


And you...???

Yes, who else...???

What about you...????

Friday 16 March 2012

Stresses, disappointments: Blessings, Contentment: they just work TOGETHER

I have loved this verse for ages:
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
Romans 8:28 (KJV)

I believe I was brainwashed to love it initially: EVERYONE could say it and could use it for any situation, I guess. I heard it so many times I just loved it. But I started loving it MORE when I could say it in direct relation to something I was going through or had been through. Now praise be to God on high that I have fallen in love with it all over again... Do you know why?? I will most definitely tell you, *giggling*, that's why I'm here today... ;-)

At first, and for a long time too, when the verse had become real to me all I often saw was

And we know that ALL THINGS work together for the good of them that love God, to them who are called according to his purpose....

Later I noticed the other phrases/clauses:

WE KNOW 
Boosted confidence levels to full tank turbo power!!! Adversities, perceived or real, approaching last position in pleasant speed... *wide smug*

THE GOOD 
Nothing's gonna go bad, even if it looks bad, feels bad, or even smells bad *hm! phew!* It's all in God's marvelous perfect sweet succulent and juicy plan (okay, I must confess I'm a bit hungry now) and it works for my good, my personal good, my family's good, my friends good, the "greater" good and simultaneously to the incredible glory of God too!!!

WHO LOVE GOD, TO THEM WHO ARE CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE
That wasn't too pleasant then, especially because loving God didn't mean the mushiness that I felt glowing warmly inside me when I spoke of Him or thought of Him. Come to think of it, I'm glad it didn't since it wasn't a consistent, let alone constant feature in my life anyway. Loving God involved Jesus' explicit definition: 
If you love me, you will obey what I command 
John 14:15 NIV1984
Unpleasant but true, but now I am happy it says so because our God helps us obey Him according to His purpose as in Philippians 2:13:
for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.
Philippians 2:13 NIV1984
:) Splendid!!!

But honestly, my greatest recent delight in this verse is the word: TOGETHER. 

Yes, together... just that... one word pɛ! (only one word!)

Why?

Just because before I realised this, to me there were the good things that let us praise the Lord and the bad things that taught us and others lessons about God, us and the relationship He would so love us to have with Him and the things in between that made little, no or great impact on the lives connected to us. Funny enough, the three never worked together in my head. Separate entities with separate missions, or collaborations but never always working together. 

When I realised that they sweetly blend and gel hand in hand my perception of this verse moved from "For the bitter and the sweet in life" to the "For the bittersweet of life to the glory of our good God"; because God works them together. He doesn't just bless us and allow us to stress; he brings a blessing in a stress and a stress in a blessing to groom us, keep us, revive us, renew us, uplift us to His glory alone. We are content in disappointments and disappointed in the securest fortresses of contentment and the two work hand in hand to help us look up to Him in praise, in need of Him, in dependance, in awe, for sufficiency, for provision...

He works ALL together for our good and simultaneously according to His purpose for His glory alone. 

So the next time I am sad or glad, drained or pepped up to the max, and at the other paradoxes of life or the weird but not too unusual blends of the two, I can say with confidence that God works all things TOGETHER for my good. I may thus not undermine His pleasantries or exaggerate His chastening rod, I may just see it as that sweet blend of lime and pawpaw, pepper and onions, food flavouring and flour, mixed local spices and coleslaw, coffee and milk. Bitter, bland, sweet, extremes and similarities: Bittersweet, yes... but the perfect mix always to the glory of God...

And you....??

Yes, you...

What about you...???